Hi

     So i kinda read some of my old posts,i normally don't read them, 'Cause the words just flow at an emotional time, you can actually see that by how conflicted these posts are ,haha.
I might not be very good at this,and maybe my english kinda suck too, but sometimes you feel like there are some dark feelings that gets to you and keeps spinning in your head wanting to come out,and talking to someone never helps,no matter how close some one is and no matter how much they show you that they're there for you, there will always be something that is bigger than your problem,or you can talk for hours and the subject would change in seconds leaving you with this stupid feeling and regrets about opening your mouth at the first place..
So yea whoever is reading this "doubt it",thank you baha.