It might've been different.

Laying on your bed at night,thinking about what could've gone right.. And what if only you've appreciated yourself more .. 

You keep thinking that everything is Always too good for you,keep letting the closest of all hurt  you and correct their mistakes yourself 'cause you know deep inside its for your own good so you wont be lonely, and you keep postponing those awful feelings just to get through the night... 

What if you grew to have more self respect,what if you woke up everyday feeling that someone is actually blessed to have you, what if you knew you were that good enough, will this path change?

Checking yourself in the mirror and thinking about all the good things that've been destroyed  in you, a perfect personality? A thicker hair? Lol

A better future? 

And the problem is you know exactly how to  correct everything... But yet you don't move  a finger and you always accept less than you deserve,postpone the way you feel and destroy what you have left just for the sake of not feeling a certain dark feelings you kept avoiding..

But i always end up being alone surprisingly, so what is it about then?