Not ready .

      Its funny how time passes by so quickly , you look back and you think about the  memories you had , At some point you have to Leave this place and move forward ..
Yeah.. Its college .
I've always wanted to be a doctor and study medicine , and now its  time for me to decide what i really want , and I'm having second thoughts , scared and confused .
I don't know what really scares me the most ,  not having my friends around , The new life style or the new responsibilities  ?
Its like I'm watching my whole childhood vanish , like i have to become this all grownup person with no uniform !
I think I'm going to miss my ugly uniform at some point.
Okay .. i whine a lot and i really hate how my school role things , but i wish i could just stay here forever and never leave this place , I don't want to miss anything ...
Not the teachers , the classrooms, the chairs ,the stupid rules and the girls ... 
Yeah,, the girls ...
Sara,noor, Nada ,dalal, shouq !

Is it going to be the same ? will i ever gonna have the same relationship with you guys ?
It scares me so much to think about it , i look at you guys and think ,, i cant leave this i don't want too !
This is my life i don't want it to change .
I'm not ready