Six degrees of separation.

      You've read the books, 
You've watched the shows, 
What's the best way no one knows, yeah, 
Medicated, hypnotized. 
Anything to take from your mind. You've watched the shows, What's the best way no one knows, yeah, Medicated, hypnotized. Anything to take from your mind. You've watched the shows, What's the best way no one knows, yeah, Medicated, hypnotized. Anything to take from your mind. You've watched the shows, What's the best way no one knows, yeah, Medicated, hypnotized. Anything to take from your mind. You've watched the shows, What's the best way no one knows, yeah, Medicated, hypnotized. Anything to take from your mind. Your doing all these things out of desperation, First, you think the worst is a broken heart What's gonna kill you is the second part And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself Fifth, you see them out with someone else And the sixth, is when you admit that you may have fucked up a little.You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too, 

Anyone throwin an arm around you, yeah Tarrot cards Gems and stones, Believing all that shit is gon'na heal ya soul. 

We'll it's not, No Your only doing things out of desperation, No there's no starting over, Without finding closure, You take them back, No hesitation, That's when you know you've reached the Six Degreee's of separation.

flashes..

   All i want right now is to see your face,behind that door waiting for me to get in,Then hug me..
Then get into the house,your mother and father having their afternoon nap, Get into your room,talk for hours,turn on the music,Go wild...
I miss you.

I need.

   Just when i think that i could finally manage doing this the right way,Something gets in my way,why does it always have to be me to fix stuff? why am i the one who should Always do the right thing? If you don't like me just walk away,I'm not changing for the sake of your feelings,you've met me that way, I accepted you for who you are for 10 years, and didn't like everything about you either,i just found a way to live with it, and then suddenly this happens...
I became the worst friend ever for not sharing my feelings out loud with everyone,and i'm a bitch for doing it for my other best friend who is  thousands of miles away from me,and could barely reach for a very short conversation that includes nothing of what we have..
I feel lonely,I need someone to trust with my feelings, someone i could rely on for whatever i feel, someone who wouldn't compare themselves with anyone, someone who would know how i feel towards them without saying anything...
I really need that.
I used to be strong,but now I'm Vulnerable.. I need someone who's strong enough to give me strength..
I'm just tired.