Noons memos

10/18/12

Oh well.

   Funny,they all say we are here by your side and we would never change.
yet they always leave,change and break you.
so much for keeping a promise huh?
Just what i thought.



That someone.

    We're humans,fragile and lost.
always looking for perfection,happiness and comfort zones.
And its all connected to that someone,who would come along and set things right.
The problem is we keep waiting for that someone, maybe miss-finding them too,
Sometimes we just convince our selves that we did find them,when its not true...
We keep waiting and expecting,then get hurt...
And pout about it.
....
I waited...
miss-found them too...
And i convinced myself that i did find them...
Got hurt and affected by it.

I even tried so hard to be that someone to others,i thought maybe if i did Then I'll get the same by return..
but obviously i was wrong,
It made me lose myself.


10/2/12

On a cliff.

      Is this how its going to be from now on? Is it me and how depressing my life is,or thats just growing up?
I feel like I'm building myself on a cliff,and whenever things get heavier,I lose balance and start to fall into pieces...